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All those quotes about life are so corny. Earlier they were limited to some random email forwards but lately I get to see them everywhere, be it Facebook status updates or tweets. Alright I will lie if I will say that I never retweeted them or forwarded them.

But till date I am never comfortable in writing big things about life and the way it shapes up every day. The reason behind this could be that I was never a planner. I take life as it comes though I have to admit that it gets really tough when tomorrow strikes hard. Now that is because I am not prepared I at times end up losing something in the process. I know I regret the loss but then I move on.

For me tomorrow is a myth and yesterday was history. Today is what I live in. My friends at times don’t share the same sentiment which is totally agreeable but when I see them appreciating the fact that I am so spontaneous, I can easily catch that little hint of jealousy. I try to make my today a fun place to be in.  Majority of times it works but sometimes it never works no matter how I hard I try and that’s when life transitions into a zip lining rope and I feel like hanging right in the middle, can’t go back and can’t move ahead. Ah!! Who cares? I try and move on.

I don’t think I will ever be able to change my way of thinking. If it didn’t happen till then I don’t see it happening any time soon or not in this lifetime. I guess I am made like this and I don’t regret it.

Whatever I have written in above lines is only applicable in my personal life as when it comes to my professional zone I am a big planner. You will end up seeing a neatly written plan for the project highlighting the tiniest detail possible.

That’s that. See you tomorrow or not 🙂


July 18th: My Life’s Design…


A dream that keeps me awake at night…

A thought that lingers in my mind…

A shadow that walks besides mine…

A feeling that my heart never declines…

A single heartbeat that takes me back in time…

A mellifluous smile that is my life…

A memory that will be back to me  by twilight…

A moment that will glisten like a shining star in bright daylight…

A series  of events that will eventually entwine…

A passion that will be divine…

All this will define my life’s design.


Jan 8th: A teaser …..

When I sat down to write today’s post, my mind was blank. I literally didn’t have anything to write.

I need to feel it before I write it but I guess today is one of those days when I am blank.  Blank not because my feelings are dead or something but because whatever I am feeling, it can’t be elaborated in words because of its beauty.

Anyways sharing few lines from my novel (yet to be completed and published lols):

“He is the one. I knew it the moment I set my eyes on him. His charm was trying to sweep me off my feet and his aura was engulfing my heart gradually. With steady pace and a gorgeous smile on his face he was coming towards the window where I was sitting. For a moment my heart stopped, the cafe swirled and the fork fell from my hand.  We were separated by a huge thick glass window but I could still feel his warmth. With his each and every step towards the cafe,  my soul  ached and my fingers tingled. They wanted to touch him and feel his strong jaw bones. His dark hairs were swaying under the light breeze and his smile was sending shivers down my spine. I was seeing him after a year,  his absence made me realize what my heart had been trying to tell me all along.

He was my friend,  I knew him well but today he was a stranger. A stranger not because I was seeing him after such a long time but because the separation of such a long time made me realize that there is lot  to be discovered and shared with him. He became my world,  I was craving for his charming smile and those three words which I was dying to hear. How will he say it, will he smile while expressing his love,  will he kiss me, will he……….. “

Well that was the teaser. Let me know if you liked it.

Till then stay in love and let your loved ones know about your love.



Just a note of thanks!

Like many other writeups about LIFE ,  here is my 2 cents.

We experience it and live it. It gives you a lot , showers you with best of bests that is destined to be with you,  shelters you  and your dreams and throws opportunities at your footsteps. But THIS life is the ONLY life. I dont believe in next life,  though frankly telling you I do believe in parallel universe, courtesy of all sorts of real time ghost stories that I have either seen or heard or may have experienced couple of times.

As soon as we think that our life is our own and nothing bad will ever happen to us, life actually gives a hard slap on the face. The slap doesn’t mean that life is not being fair to you,  its a reminder that you to pick up your groove and set your it back in motion irrespective of all sorts of ups and downs. Keeping spirits high and morals uplifted is the only way to beat the adversities. I have done it and probably you must have had a chance to conquer it as well.

We all are blessed in one way or other. This is what I am trying to learn each and every passing moment of my life. Seeking what we lack is the way of life and not forgetting what we already have makes it all the more worth living and enjoyable. I had an epiphany few years ago and I guess I need another one as the previous one is seemingly fading out. Epiphany moment gave mean an insight to stretch my patience and to test it beyond the current limit at that time.I did that and trust me when I say besides initial few days of inner hue and cry it did transition into a miracle. For which I am always thankful to my innerself.


So life be there, shelter everyone,  shower your love, bless all with opportunities and don’t let any adversities to step in.

Stargazing .. not literally!!!

Feelings and thoughts when go hand in hand takes us to faraway places. Specially if they are of a certain someone special, or some special place…  or may be a moment that takes you down the memory lane and the back waters from the sea of emotions creates waves.

Some thoughts, some dreams are exceptional. Mostly having a dream means doing efforts to achieve it by hook and crook, these are not just dreams these are the ambitions.

But have you ever had a dream that you simply want to see it again and again. A dream that gives you Goosebumps, a dream that you see repeatedly with an open eye… Sometimes simply dreaming the dream is so mesmerizing that you don’t ever want to share it with anyone, yet you want to see it…  feel it…  again and again. A dream that gives the sense of satisfaction…  contentment in life. A dream which makes you smiles every time you indulge in its reminiscence.

Everyone has that special dream which is very close to one’s heart.  If you have that dream then basking in its aura is one of most beautiful experience you will ever have. It is like one of your own well kept lil secret. Aww a secret which is engulfed within the confinements of mystery, love, passion, satisfaction, purity and above all untouched in its purest form.

I am lucky to have one such dream, which makes me smile every time I think about it.  See me smiling while typing this 🙂

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